Bøker av Christie Gordon

A pop-punk keyboardist carries an unrequited love for his firefighting best friend. With a newfound self-discovery, will their friendship ignite into something more?Milo Richardson I was stupid and fell hard for my straight best friend, but he can't find out. Our friendship is too important to destroy it with my feelings. When he took a firefighting job two hours away, it made my life easier and I satisfied myself with gig hookups. Now he's transferred home and I'm back to where I was, longing for him. Even if he's looking at me differently, do I dare take a chance? Ryder Scott I'm transferring to a fire department back home to be close to my family and my best friend. But the guy I hooked up with a few weeks ago is warning me to come clean with Milo and tell him about my questioning. Am I queer? I'm not sure yet. But Milo's presence lights an unfamiliar fire. When did he start captivating me? When did his scent become a craving? More than my heart is taking notice. Would it be so bad if we became more than friends? And will he stick around after he graduates college in a few months? More Than a Spark is the sixth book in the Rock U series and is part of the Mesa Boys universe. This novel features an artistic graphic arts student surrendering to the love he's kept secret for his firefighting best friend and contains a bisexual awakening, steamy first times and coming out with a backdrop of choosing love or career. It guarantees an HEA and has no cliffhangers. Each book features a different couple and can be read as a standalone or as part of the series in order. Trigger warning: This book contains themes of prejudice and emotional abuse by a parent.

When a nerdy drummer meets an attractive bodyguard, secrets threaten to unravel not only their families, but their futures.Gabe Johnson In the world of pop-punk and nerdom, I'm the drummer that defies stereotypes. I strive to be the perfect son my wealthy father demands and being gay doesn't equate. When a striking, muscled bodyguard is thrown into my life to protect me from mobsters, can I keep my secret or fall victim to my heart? Jeremy Sweet I'm racing up the ladder in Gabe's father's law firm and he's entrusted me to safeguard his son. As I dive deep into Gabe's world and even share his bedroom, the lines between obligation and desire blur. With my own questioning swirling inside me, how can I find out if Gabe's queer? As the gangster's motives unravel, it becomes clear that the future peace of Gabe's family and my career are at stake. Can we fix this mess together? Protect My Heart is the fifth book in the Rock U series and is part of the Mesa Boys universe. This novel features a nerdy law student falling for his jock of a bodyguard amongst a bisexual awakening, forced proximity and a backdrop of a shady scheme. It guarantees an HEA and has no cliffhangers. It features a rich boy with daddy issues, and a man who's questioning himself. Each book features a different couple and can be read as a standalone or as part of the series in order. Trigger warning: This book contains themes of prejudice by a parent and a deceased parent. There is also mention of a previous suicide attempt.

A playboy rocker running from commitment fears he might lose the sweet cinnamon roll he's been dating. When an ex comes around pointing out flaws, can the rocker change his tune?Noah HarrisI love a rockstar. It's not easy, but most of the time he makes it worth it. Afterall, I was the one who agreed to a semi-open relationship when he's on the road without me. As the band gets more and more popular, it's impossible to ignore the images of him with groupies on social media. When my ex meets up with me to apologize and points out Wells' indiscretions, how can I continue to deny the commitment I need? Wells Tollefson Commitment means one thing, or maybe two-loss of freedom and complication. I don't want either. I saw what it did to my mother when my jerk of a father tried to dominate her life. Noah wants me to meet his parents. But with our current situation, what will they think of me? Now his ex wants to see him, and I have to let him go. My friends tell me I might lose him, and it hurts. So, I try to open up to him. At the same time, I'm caught in a family crisis and I need Noah by my side. Is it time to face the music and let my heart lead the way? Loose Strings is part of the multi-author The Road to Rocktoberfest 2023 series and is a sequel to the novel, Not Alone. Each book can be read as a standalone, but why not read them all and see who hits the stage next? Hot rockstars and the men who love them, what more could you ask for? Kick back, load up your kindle and enjoy the men of Rocktoberfest! Trigger warning: This book contains the past death of a parent and talk of a partially-open relationship(not on page).

Sparks fly when a cynical rocker recovering from trauma meets a vibrant, upbeat man. But will an ex who's determined to exploit their past wounds rip them apart?Silas Brown I'm the rhythm guitar player in a pop-punk band and I'm tired of being called a hero. I'm also done with crazy. After taking down a mass shooter, I'm trying to survive and recover. Then out of nowhere, this colorful dude pleas for help and what do I do? Save him. Of course, he's really attractive and probably crazy. Now he's found me at work, wants to meet for coffee and so much more. Do I lower my defenses and let him in? Cash Phillips After a childhood of neglect and foster care, I've defeated my past and clawed my way to happiness. Now I'm ready to meet Mr. Right and I know he's out there. He might even be Silas, the one who saved me from being robbed. He's cranky and oh so adorable and I know he's the yin to my yang. How can I make him see I'm not the crazy man he thinks I am? When Silas' ex comes at us with her brand of emotional abuse, Silas tries to shield me. But when she's the one needing help, will it tear us apart or bring us all together? Light Me Up is the fourth book in the Rock U series and is part of the Mesa Boys universe. This novel features a grumpy man falling for another who's all sunshine, hurt/comfort, and a bad-boy rocker recovering from past trauma and emotional abuse. It guarantees an HEA and has no cliffhangers. It features a cynical college student with a big heart, and a man who's perpetually positive and knows what he wants. Each book features a different couple and can be read as a standalone or as part of the series in order. For warnings, see the Look Inside.

When two rivals come together, more than a tennis game is shaken. Will love or victory triumph on the court?ChaseThis year was supposed to be easy for Chase. Then River struts onto the court, the man he hates. The one who made a fool of him at a tournament last summer. His coach wants them to play doubles together. Is he nuts? River thinks he's going to throw Chase's game off with snarky comments and crazy antics. Chase won't let him. But there's something wrong with River. He's sad or moody. Then Chase sees River's vulnerable side and he's not sure how he feels. RiverHis mother's cancer diagnosis is eating River alive. His game is shot, and he's forced to play on the college team with the insufferable bore, Chase. Yet, he knows he can beat him. If only Chase wasn't so distracting with his infuriatingly good looks and perfect body. When Chase's girlfriend breaks up with him, it might be the perfect time for the ultimate power play. Not only will River beat him on the court, he's determined to win his heart. Breaking His Serve is a standalone novel that is set in the Mesa Boys universe. This novel features a man burned by love and a rebel risk taker, opposites attract, sweet and steamy first times and a spicy Halloween with a maid costume amidst the backdrop of college tennis. Buy it now if you crave snarky banter, heated rivalries, and unwavering loyalty in the face of adversity!For warnings, see the sample.

A male motorcycle repair shop owner fights with an attractive male client. The client comes back for more. When an ex schemes to break them apart, can their new love survive? Jaime Hadler was raised with the confidence he needed to be whoever he wants and to do what he loves. He's worked hard to build a successful motorcycle repair business. Now he's ready to hit the skate park more and looking for a special someone to share his life with. The alluring jerk that just came into his shop couldn't be that guy, could he? Kaiden Visser is merely surviving after enduring a painful miscarriage that destroyed his relationship with his girlfriend. After almost killing a man who threw slurs at him, he's sworn off any potential gay relationships. But Jaime stirs something primal in him. When Kaiden needs a mod for a new motorcycle, Jaime is excited to meet him. But the work leaves a stray screw. They have a heated argument that continues under the influence of alcohol at the local bar and explodes into a bathroom encounter. Jaime's sure he'll never see Kaiden again, but neither of them can get the powerful chemistry out of their minds. When they finally give in and try dating, Kaiden's ex-girlfriend has other plans. How do Jaime and Kaiden fight to keep the love that they've started? Catching His Fire is the fifth and final novel in the Mesa Boys series. It is an enemies-to-lovers, hurt/comfort romance with an HEA and no cliffhangers. It features a light-hearted skater, motorcycles, and a serious man who needs someone to show him how to live again. Each book features a different couple and can be read as a standalone or as part of the series in order. Trigger Warnings: Miscarriage - there is a passage in this book where one of the characters describes in detail his experience with an early, second-trimester miscarriage, but the miscarriage is a past event. There is also the death of an absent parent.

A bad-boy rocker crushing on his brother's best friend. Another man who's afraid to love. When all is laid bare, can love triumph over fear?Axel Sandstrom I'm the lead guitar player in a punk-pop band and I get hit on a lot. But I've got a big problem-a crush on my older brother's best friend, Remy. Of course, he's straight. So instead of having him, I've become the king of hookups. I'm used to hiding my feelings behind teasing and innuendo. But that only drives him further away from me. When Remy decides to go back to school, my brother asks me to tutor him. After spending time alone with him, it's pretty obvious he's not as straight as he says he is. Remy Hall Axel makes me feel things. Tingly things. But he's also obnoxious and my best friend's younger brother. I should stay away, except that I need him to tutor me. During our tutoring sessions it's impossible for me to deny my attraction to him. But the bigger issue, is my all-consuming fear of being close to people. After the deaths of my younger brother and my dad, I don't want to get close to anyone. But Axel makes me want to try. He might have the conviction to yank me back to him, kicking and screaming, as I'm about to fall off the edge. Come Closer to Me is the second book in the Rock U series and is part of the Mesa Boys universe. This novel features bisexual awakening, hurt/comfort, and a rocker in love with his brother's best friend. It guarantees an HEA and has no cliffhangers. It features a bad boy who goes after what he wants, and a man who's hiding his attraction to men and shies away from love. Each book features a different couple and can be read as a standalone or as part of the series in order.For warnings, see the Look Inside.

A student in a pop-punk rock band suffering from trauma meets a professor reaping the rewards of his life's work. When forced to choose between love and a new career, will love win?Caleb Allen I play bass guitar in a ever popular pop-punk band and I wasn't looking for love, but it found me anyways. I was healing from the trauma of gun violence by vacationing on a beach in Mexico with my best friends and bandmates. Then he blows into my life, turns it upside down and gives me the safety and love I need. Problem is, he's about to be a professor in my college and relationships between students and faculty are prohibited. Are we really saying goodbye after everything we've shared? Eric Moore After years of hard work, I've finally become a professor. On top of that, the affair with my old boss is about to stop. To celebrate my success and reset my life, I'm spending a month on a beach in Mexico. Then he shows up in the house next door and burrows into my heart. Can I really let him go at the end of his vacation? When we both go home, a change in class schedules means Caleb is now one of my students. It's important enough to tell him in person before classes start. When I confront him at his band's show, I can't say goodbye again. We start a secret relationship, but my old boss is a major donor to my college and he's quickly figuring it out. How can I keep the career of my dreams and hang on to the man I love? Never Let It End is the third book in the Rock U series and is part of the Mesa Boys universe. This novel features an age gap, hurt/comfort, and a bad-boy rocker in love with his professor. It guarantees an HEA and has no cliffhangers. It features a level-headed student suffering from trauma, and a man who's trying to start a new life on the right path. Each book features a different couple and can be read as a standalone or as part of the series in order. For warnings, see the Look Inside.

A man burned by love meets another questioning his sexuality. Sparks ignite on the first day of work, but when trust is tested can love win?Luke Luke swore off relationships. Why? He caught his boyfriend red-handed with another man. Now all he wants is gay bar hookups where no one gets hurt. He even refuses to kiss. On his first day out of college and on the job, this gorgeous straight man strikes up a conversation with Luke and wants to hang out. How does Luke know he's straight? The man has a girlfriend. The time spent with Jax gets flirty. Does Jax want more? Until the girlfriend is gone, Luke won't consider it. Even then, can Luke trust him after what he's been through? Jax The first day of Jax's new job, there's Luke. The man from Jax's college class who made him question himself. Luke is even more amazing than Jax remembers, and he longs to be close to him. Jax's relationship with his girlfriend is growing more toxic by the day. He can't stand it anymore. When he breaks up with her, he decides to be real with himself. He'll show Luke he's not like other men. He'll make sure Luke knows he can trust him, even though his ex has other plans. Say the Words is a standalone novel set in the Mesa Boys universe. It features one man suspicious of love and another determined to heal all wounds, bisexual awakening, sweet and steamy first times and hurt/comfort amidst the backdrop of a college gay bar and an office job. Buy it now if you love sexual innuendo, pining and questioning, and love that heals! For warnings, see the sample.

A closeted virgin joins a pop-punk band to break out of his shell. When he meets the man of his dreams, will family destroy it all or can they find love?Devin Raised a strict Mormon, my attraction to men, make-up, and women's clothing was something I kept hidden. Now that I'm in college, I'm determined to break free from my faith, my family, and my virginity. Even though it'll break my mom's heart. I'm hoping that working at a queer bakery and taking the stage as the front man of a popular pop-punk band will help. And maybe the tall, dark and ridiculously attractive man who keeps coming into the bakery will lead the way. Brandon I'm finally willing to face the fact that I have a type-a type of guy. That guy is Devin. When he lets me into his life, he's a whirlwind of temptation and I have a wealth of experience. How can I take this slow and show him how to unlock his deepest desires? As I watch Devin transform into the person he's meant to be, it's clear he's conflicted. Can I protect him from a family who threatens to tear us apart? On a Different Mission is the first book in the Rock U series and a spin-off of the Mesa Boys series. It follows the growing popularity of a college rock band and showcases each band member's quest to reach their HEA. This novel features gender and bisexual awakenings, hurt/comfort, and rockers with found family. Each book features a different couple and can be read as a standalone or as part of the series in order. Explore a world of rebel rockers finding love and solidarity today! For warnings, see the Look Inside.

A new college grad needs to control his attraction to his coworker, but he's irresistible. When they're forced to share a hotel room, will desire win? Josh Nelson is starting his first job out of college and is attracted to his coworker, a guy with a huge Instagram following and is the office heartthrob. Not only does Josh think office romances are a bad idea, Gavin can date anyone he wants. Why would he choose him? Gavin Thomas is haunted by his parents' death in a car crash. Now three years later, he's the prince of gay bar hookups and hanging out with his best friend. He can't seem to find a guy who really does it for him. It all changes the first time he sees Josh. Is love at first sight really a thing? Gavin thinks it might be. Gavin turns on the charm to get Josh to notice him, but Josh is a tough nut to crack. When their job sends them to Austin and Josh's hotel reservations fall through, Gavin persuades Josh to room with him. During the week together, Gavin breaks down Josh's walls. Josh finds Gavin alluring in a way he'd never imagined. When they return home, Gavin's worst nightmare comes true. Can their new romance survive it? Catching His Eye is the third novel in the Mesa Boys series. It is a coworkers to lovers, forced proximity romance with an HEA and no cliffhangers. It features a no-nonsense science nerd and a charismatic, passionate man with a creative sense of style. Each book features a different couple and can be read as a standalone or as part of the series in order. Trigger warning: This book deals with the loss of both parents.