Bøker av Niki Jilvontae

What happens when the sins of others finds its way through the fortress you built around your love affair? Can the love you built based off loyalty withstand the tests of betrayal and dangerous secrets? Or will you find out the love you built really wasn't as solid as you thought? Will you fold? Or will you stand strong? Find out in this fast paced, ratchet tale as Crystal and Bands navigate the volatile streets of Memphis while trying to maintain that "Perfect Portrait" of a Toxic Love Affair!

Living a lie isn't easy, but it becomes second nature when you tell yourself what you're doing is for the greater good. This is reality for 25-year-old Jamar Maxwell, an ex-NBA star from Memphis. Jamar grew up with four friends, one of which was his best friend/twin from birth Bryce. Growing up in the hood, Jamar was the star of the click because he had all the popularity and clout his homies wanted. He shared it with them too and anything else he had because in his eyes they were his brothers and what was his was theirs by law of the streets. He lived with that philosophy for years until people's true colors started to show. Soon Jamar found out that those he was most loyal to weren't loyal to him at all, and that sh*t didn't sit well with him. That harsh reality along with each of their faults, led Jamar on a mission to destroy their egos and shatter those glass houses all around them. One by one he slept with their girls, and left his mark on their hearts all while he had the perfect family waiting on him at home. That happy world away from the chaos didn't last long though, because everything that happens in the dark eventually comes to the light, and that's when people get hurt and drama unfolds in this twisted tale. Soon Jamar finds himself up against hate, drama, violence, life changing secrets, and even death all because of his insatiable appetite for other peoples' women. In the end will Jamar teach his disloyal friends a lesson? Or will he become the man who finds out... That's Not Yo Chic, It's Just Yo Turn!

After finding out that his entire marriage was a lie, Mike has a mental break that opens the door for the anonymous stalker to step in. Out of his mind with hurt, jealousy, and rage, Mike sets out to make LiLi and Dee feel all of the pain he's felt. However, he doesn't know that the stalker has a deadly agenda of his own. Now Mike must face the demon inside of him and the one threatening his family while trying to remain sane and keep his bitch. Come on this drama filled, thrill ride and find out once and for all if LiLi is Mike's Bitch, Dee's Bitch, Everybody's Bitch, ...or NOBODY'S BITCH

Blood is supposedly a bond that surpasses any difficulties the world can throw! However, life can often show you that blood isn't thicker than water and can be dirtier than mud too. This is the reality for seventeen-year-old Anacia Baptiste. Born an identical twin to sister Nadia, Anacia's parents Cameal and Daniel Baptiste expected their beautiful little baby to have a close relationship with the sister who shared the same face. They quickly realized that wasn't true though as the girls grew and a volatile relationship brewed. Jealous and tired of her seemingly perfect twin, Nadia began to rebel and separate herself at an early age. As time went on she attributed everything horrible in her life to her sister and began a quest to rid herself of the duplicate of herself. Rebellious, angry, and out of control, Nadia does everything she can to rid herself of Anacia and become the beloved twin. Betrayal, lies, heartache, jail time, and even murder ensues once Nadia feels nothing else will work. She inadvertently awakens a beast in her twin while trying to separate herself and a dangerous game of back-and-forth begins. Soon that blood bond is tested as the girls go lick for lick and leave a trail of hurt, pain, and death to all in their path. Come along on this turbulent thrill ride and find out if the girl's relationship can survive and if Blood Really is Thicker Than Water...

Months after she found out her mother's Rapist was her father as well as the father of her own child, Kaniyah aka Na Na is still in shock and about to lose her mind. Drama finds it's way back to her though when Kenan refuses to give up. Hell bent on getting Na Na to conform to his program, Kenan begins to stalk Na Na like he did her mother Spicy. The only difference is Na is her mother's child and teetering on the brink of insanity so she makes Kenan's mission damn near impossible. That doesn't stop tragedy from finding her though because soon her brothers begin to get picked off one by one. That leaves Na Na in a fragile state emotionally with no one around to protect her daughter. Eventually all the pain weighs heavy on her and she finds herself locked behind the walls of a mental hospital with only one mission in her mind...Kill Kenan. Will Na Na ever get out an ensure her daughter is safe? Will she finally get revenge on the evil bastard who changed her life forever? Come on drama filled thrill ride and find out how Na Na got her revenge on Her Mother's Rapist!

Homeless and runaway teens are becoming a huge part of the underground population in the U.S. According to research, "The National Runaway Switchboard estimates that on any given night there are approximately 1.3 million homeless youths living on the streets, in abandoned buildings, with friends or with strangers." (Homeless and Runaway Youth, 2013, NCSL) Some of these children runaway from violent and unstable home environments thinking that things will be better when they are on their own. Many of these children and teens leave home and find themselves in situations far more dangerous than their home life. In fact, some of them never make it home again or must endure unthinkable pain at the hands of predators. This is the reality for Jessica, Quintika, Justin, and Tommy. Each of them runaway from home with intentions of being successful on their own. They each have big dreams and high hopes that their lives will be better when they get away from their parents and their rules. However, they all quickly find out that the grass is rarely greener on the other side as they come face-to-face with Abaddon, The Devil. Now they must find the strength to defeat the devil, escape hell, and heal their Tortured Souls..... A Long Way from HOME!!!

What happens when the mistreated goes unheard? How can lives be spared and broken hearts be repaired when the painful backdrop of a couple hopeless lives creates an incurable chaos? Can a dark soul find hope where there seems to be none? Find out in this ominous, heartbreaking tale of the Mistreated as we delve into the hurt, anger, fear, shame, and need for revenge two boys find themselves faced with! Within 362 seconds, everything can change behind the walls of a school. Hearts can break as you discover what breeds a MISFIT? Can you take this raw glimpse at reality and leave yourself vulnerable to feel how Rondel & Kenny felt when they were Mistreated? Find out now & discover the unspoken truth that...you can never really MISTREAT... A MISFIT! *THIS BOOK IS CLOSELY RELATED TO THE LEWIS SERIES TO BE READ AFTER BOOK 3, NORMAN!

Not all fairytale, childhood love affairs are exactly what they seem. Some come with hidden intentions and ulterior motives that can have a devastating impact on all involved. This proved itself true for Elina and Kaleb, childhood sweethearts bound together by tragedy. Once the perfect couple with what seemed to be a happy life ahead of them, Elina finds herself caught up in a web of lies, violence, insanity, and murder, all at the hands of the man she loved. When Kaleb suddenly changes and decides to move out leaving Elina all alone to care for their young son, she changes too, but for the worse. Time away from Kaleb shows her that she never really knew him in the first place. However, despite all the hurt he causes her, she can't let go. So, Elina goes on a quest to get her man back and have the family she always teamed of. Will Elina finally get her wish? Or will all of the deceitful things Kaleb has done behind her back come back to haunt her, turning her into the very thing she despises... A BITTER BABY MAMA?!

How do you pick yourself up when life has beaten you into the ground? How do you love again when love has always hurt but never healed? These are the questions Gabbi finds herself asking over and over again as the saga of her life continues. From one phuck boy to the next, enduring lies, heartaches, and loss, Gabbi takes it all in while still holding on to her inner strength and never relinquishing her light. Then, when she was at her worse, in walked LOVE. Calm, Fulfilling, Unconditional, Undeniable LOVE...Finally, Gabbi gets her Rainbow!! Come on this thrill ride and see how sometimes you have to kiss a lot of frogs to find your prince charming!

What do you do when old demons come back to haunt you? How do you escape a Living Nightmare and make it to your Sweet Revenge? These are questions Jessica and Justin are faced with nine years after they broke free from Abaddon's hell. Now a successful Criminal Pathologist living with her architect husband and their daughter, Jess finds herself following the trail of the man who tried to ruin her life. Angry and still hurt, Jessica tracks across the world ridding the streets of those who prey on the weak. The only problem is, while she's out saving the world, she leaves her family at risk. Murder, deception, and hidden secrets bring Jess full circle back to the dungeon she once escaped. Will her and her family make it out alive or will they remain A Long Way From Home and in Abaddon's evil grasp?

The chaos continues in this sequel to Bitter Baby Daddy as K'Mari finds himself locked away behind jail walls for a mass murder he doesn't know if he committed. Old demons and abusive ways push him to the edge and he leans on LaRicus to make it through. Will he overcome? Or will all the wrong he has done come back to him tenfold?... At the same time, LaRicus ends up in the same cell, following the disappearance of his baby mama. He goes through internal turmoil trying to figure out what happened and feels like giving up until he finds love along the way. Shayla comes into his life and they start a new chapter together, optimistic that their happy ending is near. However, they both have demons from the past, threatening to ruin their happy world. That's why Shayla hooks back with Kareema and they try to keep their freedom while Detective Marcus "Tony" Johnson does Ahmad's dirty work for him. That leads to more chaos after Remi and her group of Righteous Sisters got involved. Robbery, lies, sex, and murder ensues and leaves everyone wondering what will happen next. Come along on this turbulent ride through the streets of Memphis with characters you've grown to love. Find out if a Bitter Baby Daddy can actually let go... or if his hate and relentless pursuit will lead to A Chic's Revenge!!!

Storybook relationships are rarely what they appear to be. Most of these seemingly perfect relationships are filled with lies, deceit, and a little bit of insanity, just like Mike and LiLi's. Mike fell in love with abused, promiscuous LiLi when he was sixteen, and over a span of seven years (two of which he spent incarcerated), his world evolved into confusion, hurt, and betrayal. LiLi, his dream girl, is the exact opposite of what he thinks and Mike quickly finds out that he can never change who she really is. Mike must face the devastating fact that LiLi isn't his bitch, and his best friend since childhood, Dee, is right there to help him..or is he? Come on this turbulent ride with Mike, LiLi, and Dee to find out if LiLi is Mike's bitch, Dee's bitch...or EVERYBODY'S BITCH!!!

Volatile, deceptive, addictive, and manipulative are just a few terms that can be used to describe LiLi and Mike's relationship. After finding out his dream girl was not the devoted housewife he thought she was, Mike must face the world knowing that he has been living a lie. A series of unfortunate events will lead Mike to the truth; however, that truth will quickly turn out to be more than Mike's mind can handle. The saying, 'What you don't know can't hurt you, ' is true in this case. Because when Mike finds out all LiLi has been hiding, he goes on a psychotic rampage with an anonymous stalker on the loose. Will Mike finally find out whose bitch LiLI really is? Or will the anonymous stalker end up making them all someone's bitch

Broken Crayons Color Best: The Poetic Memoir of Me is the raw, heart wrenching, triumphant, broken, strong, and loving story of the author and publisher known to the world as Niki Jilvontae. Within these pages Niki tells the story of her life by mixing in poems, photographs, and a bit of imagination to cut the pain. Niki delves into her memory and exposes her ability to paint a picture with words as she reveals herself to the world... in every single way. She shows the long hard journey of a broken girl, who learns a valuable life lesson along the way. That lesson is to never stop painting the picture of your life, no matter how dark the hues may be. In the words of Niki Jilvontae, "What matters most is the picture you're left with, even if your colors are faint. Just keep coloring and making your future what you want it to be because it's true... Broken Crayons Color Best!" Grab this emotional look into the life of Bestselling author Niki Jilvontae and get to know who she really is...in living color!

There's always sunshine after the rain. Or is there? That's the question Tisha, Terricka, and their little brother, Sha, continue to ask themselves as their anguish begins again. Snatched out of the comforts of their foster home, the Lewis kids are thrust back into a whirlwind of abuse, pain, lies, and murder all because of the evil force they call mother. Get ready for this emotional thrill ride and see for yourself how one can suffer because of the Sins of Thy Mother!

Motherhood... The happiest event in a female's life when she finally crosses that threshold between childhood and becoming an adult. But what happens when you don't really know that person you're having a child with? What if over time you watch that man you gave a part of yourself to morph into someone you don't recognize? That's the case in this book of twisted tales involving four different men with four very similar issues. Over time, each woman in this book watches as the man they gave their all too changes into abusive, obsessive, womanizing, controlling fuck boys. Sex, lies, abuse, jealousy, and even murder are the reoccurring themes in their lives and one by one they find themselves trapped between wanting to live a happy life and desperately trying to separate from their Bitter Baby Daddies. Will these women be able to break the volatile bonds that hold them? Or will these women succumb to the hell they live as the losers who control them refuse to let go? Come on this drama filled, explosive ride through the streets of Memphis and find out just what it takes to get rid of a Bitter Baby Daddy!

Revenge is a dish best served cold and in double doses for the best effect. This is especially true when it comes to double trouble in the form of kids scorned. Meet Karma and Khaos, fraternal twins hell bent on getting their lick back. After they find out there is a hit on their lives and that their parents were murdered and not killed in a fire, Karma and Khaos go on a quest to find the villain. They bring death and destruction to all in their path, much stronger than even their names. But along the way they find out most of their allies are really foes in disguise. So Khaos and Karma are forced to make them choose a side and eradicate any threat not willing to comply. When they find the man responsible for their pain, the truth he reveals hurts more than the lie. Come along on this kill ride to revenge and find out who exactly are the allies and ops on Karma and Khaos's journey to revenge.