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What lies beneath the shame?Signing a contract giving another man ownership of his body is the most scary and exciting thing Mike Freeman has ever done. It might be the biggest mistake of his life, but he knows he would forever regret not taking the chance. He wants to belong to Jockey Savage if it provides him with the security he so desperately longs for-even if the thought of total surrender fills him with a sense of shame.But the contract does not come into effect for another seven days which means Mike has one last week of sexual freedom. The inexperienced teen is determined to make the most of these seven days and explore his own dominant side while he still has the chance. The problem is he doesn't have anyone he can explore these urges with...or does he?

Garrick Masters has a sinful gift when it comes to bringing other men to their knees. Just like the night he seduced his straight best friend, Callum Bradshaw. The handsome Kiwi lad easily succumbed to Garrick's charms, opening his mind and heart at the same time. But Garrick's heart opened up too and if he wants them to be more than just friends then he will be forced to face what he fears most-giving up control.Callum tackled his biggest fear the night he explored his sexuality with Garrick... taking a risk. It more than paid off for him though and he's starting to catch a glimpse of what a future with Garrick would be like, and it's one filled with excitement and the fulfilment of his rawest desires. But how do you capture the heart of a man who refuses to be tamed?Meanwhile their next game night is fast approaching and it's set to be another three-player event. And this time one of them will do the unthinkable when they make the ultimate power play.Genre: Dark, steamy romance.Length: 70,000 words.WARNING: Power Play is an edgy gay romance that explores d/s elements and dark themes. Please do not proceed if this bothers you.

Mild-mannered accountant Dane Dravitski has always viewed his best mate Anton as a bright spark in his life, but unexpectedly that bright spark has ignited into a burning desire. Unfortunately, Anton is strictly a ladies' man, and Dane is forced to hide his heart's true feelings. However, a tantalising opportunity presents itself on a boys' night out, and Dane's burning desire begins to shed light on some very dark shadows.Despite laidback appearances, Anton Matthews is a control freak who has known since a young age he was destined for success. A success that would help heal the scars of his troubled youth. Now at twenty-nine, and the danger of bankruptcy looming, he is growing impatient for some good fortune. To Anton's amazement a shocking revelation from Dane offers him a chance to rectify his situation but submitting to it will mean sacrificing his only protection; control.As the raw love and painful history of their friendship is slowly revealed in a house haunted by its past and ghostly secrets, both men are forced to confront their demons while walking along the... Edge of Deceit.

Mike Freeman is already regretting his decision to go all the way with his bro-job buddy Jockey Savage. He hopes to reclaim some pride at their next session but things don't go to plan when Jockey informs Mike that he will only continue with their bro-job arrangement if Mike agrees to some new terms. Terms so arrogant and degrading only a desperate idiot would agree to them.Meanwhile, Mike's handsome stepfather has got himself a new girlfriend. Mike is happy for the man who has been his sole caregiver the past four years, but he worries Gavin will now finally ask him to move out. Spurred on by his fear of abandonment, Mike finds himself contemplating the unthinkable...giving Jockey everything he wants.Warning: Dirty Love contains d/s dynamics and scenes of humiliation. To get the most enjoyment from this series then it is recommended to start with book one The First Time.

In the space of ten years, Jesse Donavon has gone from chart-topping rock star to a thirty-something has-been longing for the roar of the crowd. When he is forced to sell his apartment to avoid bankruptcy, he finds himself needing a place to stay. Unfortunately, no one is too keen to help out the former heartthrob. Well...there is one person.Robbie O'Carroll isn't like the rest of Jesse's friends. He isn't famous, wealthy, or remotely pretentious. He also happens to be Jesse's number one fan. The lovable goofball worships the ground Jesse walks on, so when the rocker falls on hard times and needs a place to stay, Robbie jumps to his idol's rescue.Jesse can't stop wondering if there is more to his young host's adulation than meets the eye. The more he thinks about it, the more curious he is to see how far Robbie will go to prove his devotion. Jesse coaxes Robbie into sharing his innermost secrets before luring the shy young man into a twisted seduction that tests both their limits. It's exhilarating and addictive, but if Jesse isn't careful he might just lose the one thing he has left...a real shot at love.

Small town Kiwi lad Callum Bradshaw is terrified of stepping outside of his comfort zone and taking risks. He is struggling to move on with life after his fiancée Misty abruptly ended their engagement, breaking his heart and bank balance in one go. Meanwhile, he is left with the stress of running his fledgling café business and is haunted every night by a nightmare poisoning his dreams.An energising remedy in his life though, is his friendship with cocky womanizer Garrick Masters. Every Thursday Garrick holds game night at his swanky apartment where the two men gamble and booze it up. One evening things take a sexy detour when Callum loses a bet and has to clean Garrick's apartment... naked.An entirely unexpected passion explodes between the two friends and leaves Callum questioning his sexuality and aching heart. Callum soon realises that if he wants to explore these forbidden feelings then he must tackle his biggest fear... taking a risk.Genre: Dark, steamy romance.Length: 60,000 words with a HFN ending.WARNING: Game Night contains coarse language, sex scenes, d/s dynamics and morally ambiguous behaviour. Please do not proceed if this bothers you.

You only get one first time.Mike Freeman is a self-assured teen who thinks he knows everything. But he has one big weakness-abandonment issues. Which is why he is struggling after his best friend moves away unexpectedly. He turns to Jockey Savage for company, a scruffy stoner dude who Mike usually only visits on Friday nights for the pair's secret bro-job arrangement.Mike is ashamed of the arrangement. Not because he's getting sexual relief from another guy, but because of who the guy is. Jockey Savage is an oddball and a pervert, and if anyone found out about the purpose of Mike's Friday night visits then he would be the joke of the town-just like Jockey is.Up until now their arrangement has been a one-way street, all in Mike's favor. But that might change with Jockey's twenty-first birthday fast approaching, especially when the birthday boy asks Mike for a special present. The sort of present that if Mike isn't careful could see the pair going all the way for the first time...

Mike Freeman is only days away from officially becoming the property of Jockey Savage. The shy teen is equally excited and scared for what their journey will bring, but Mike knows in his heart that he made the right decision to sign the sex contract giving his friend ownership of his body.However, Jockey is letting slip certain expectations regarding their future arrangement that has Mike feeling anxious. Sexy, dubious things that will force Mike to swallow more than just his pride. He's also unsure how he feels about Jockey trying to get revenge on Damian Takarangi-the man who left Mike with an unenviable label.But these worries pale in comparison to Mike's latest problem. He's finally realised that he might still have a crush on someone he shouldn't-the man who helped raise him! Can he resist all these forbidden temptations, or will he just find himself becoming more tainted?Genre: Dark, steamy gay fiction.Length: 66,000 words.WARNING: Tainted contains coarse language, sex scenes, d/s dynamics and morally ambiguous behaviour. Please do not proceed if this bothers you.

Kieran Harrington's life is a hot mess.After losing his job, apartment and his girlfriend, Kieran is forced to return to his small hometown and live with his older brother. It is a humiliating ordeal for the uptight 26-year-old who swore he would never return to the place he was bullied mercilessly as an unpopular teen.A welcoming distraction comes Kieran's way though when his brother's best friend, the fun-loving Ziggy Zurakowski, invites him for a weekend away to a secluded cabin. Kieran jumps at the opportunity, keen to try and forget his troubles for a few days. However, it soon becomes apparent Ziggy has more than just rest and relaxation on his mind.Kieran doesn't know what to do. Sure, Ziggy is an incredibly handsome guy but Kieran's straight... Isn't he? As Ziggy turns up the charm, and the sexual tension between them increases to boiling point, Kieran realizes he's fighting a losing battle. What follows is a night of reckless passion filled with deviant exploits that take Kieran places he needed to go, exploring things he needed to explore, but...But what happens now?