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months of wondering what the hell happened, and if it was a dream or not. finally arriving upon an affirming decision, only to second-guess myself again. all those things they say about emotional young women: rape accuser, attention whore. why am i the one at fault? you did this to me? all i did was type it out. but you are the one who wrote me this. and you know what? let the blood boil. it was never ego going to my head. it was blood rushing to my head. just like it happened then. and all the nerves permanently stained by emotional memory; the ones that are supposed to be sacred to a woman. the ones that were mine, but you made yours. a tragic haunting: they speak to me in the night. and after years of waiting, wondering what can i do? they whispered to me, closely in my ear: write the book.

Psychedelics: A Full Story comprises an extensively researched discussion of the major psychedelics: LSD, psilocybin (magic mushrooms), mescaline (peyote), DMT (ayahuasca), MDMA (ecstasy), ibogaine, and ketamine, and examines their historical and unique aspects as well as the most recent research.The colorful and controversial history of LSD is discussed from widespread and successful clinical use, little-know CIA projects, and serious personal exploration, to well-known controversial figures such as Timothy Leary. Reasons are examined for its sudden downfall from a position of esteem to one of fear and antipathy in the mind of the public.This discussion ranges from the history of these psychedelics to their potentials for healing and spiritual development, from their use among indigenous cultures to current researchers, from psychedelic drug explorations to questions about mind and consciousness. It includes in-depth discussion of the potential of psychedelics to address several challenges facing us today including mental health disorders and addictions, the shrinking of our understanding of mind to the physical and chemical processes in the brain, and our difficulties dealing with death and dying. New and profound insights about the human mind emerging from psychedelic experience and research are discussed as well as exploration of transpersonal and spiritual experiences involving the nature, range, and depth of consciousness, the reality of spirit, and the nature of reality.The story of psychedelics examines what recently has become an exciting new chapter. While their use was made illegal in the late 1960s and research ground to a halt, in the last few years there has been an explosion of psychedelic research primarily focused on the possibilities it holds for the treatment of mental illness and addiction.

These observations were made during the author's twenty-five years with Recovery Acres Society, a special care facility for people with drug and alcohol problems. This includes fifteen years as a board member - including six years as board chair - and ten years as executive director. During that time, the facility was able to help hundreds of men, women, and families recover from addictions. It was a real privilege for the author to be a part of the facility and a privilege for him to share these observations with you.

This book outlines the basic structures that make up the human mind and provides guidance on how a person can achieve greater freedom in managing their perception of reality, regulating their emotions, and making choices. It emphasizes that reality, in many ways, is a personal construct rather than something imposed from without. The book considers personal, social, and societal influences, offering an opportunity to examine their effects. It covers topics related to self-acceptance, needs, beliefs, values, emotions, temporal orientation, and dreams. Exercises are suggested to help the reader better comprehend how each topic relates to them personally and how to take steps toward making changes. The book has a spiritual orientation only insofar as it assumes the existence of a higher power and the continuity of consciousness through life and death. It is non-denominational and does not promote any particular religious beliefs.

Please, Adopt Me, America is an enlightening conversation about oppression, disruption, and dispossession. Starting with the personal and corporate struggle for the space of freedom and survival, the author/poet weaves her akuko iho, or enlightening conversations through the fast-changing terrains entwined with the harrowing landscapes.From personal life to corporate experiences, to the scalding landmarks of history, the author and poet breaks away from her 'foster' country, Nigeria, to merge with her people and ancestors who are a vital part of America. Proclaiming her right to reject the raging 'japa' syndrome as an all-comers affair, she reveals a veiled tapestry of dark histories and decapitating politics. She embodies the spirit of cultural renaissance and freedom, rolling on wheels of hope to a land of promise. Please, Adopt Me, America, is a touching, penetrating perspective on the deep struggles of finding one's own space in life - Of leaving home to find it!

In My Journey Through Hip-Hop, experience the pulsating beats and soulful rhythms of the genre's history through the lens of a Chicago native. This debut collection chronicles hip-hop's evolution, from the groundbreaking beats of DJ Kool Herc to the lyrical genius of J. Cole. Seamlessly weaving album titles, song references, and lyrical snippets, this anthology paints a rich tapestry that both celebrates and demystifies one of music's most dynamic genres. More than just a retelling, each poem dances to the rhythm of hip-hop, blurring the lines between lyrical cadence and poetic structure. Dive in for an immersive experience that educates and resonates, but be warned - this journey comes with its own parental advisory.

The fantasy of exploring a different, enchanting cosmetic world is a dream many humans long to experience. Imagine acknowledging the existence of different species that share some human values yet are unique in their nature. It's not every day we have the thrill of diving into other worlds, but the mysterious and unknown realm of the Jinn is something many seek to explore. This book offers a glimpse into a world beyond our wildest imaginations. Throughout history, stories of such worlds have captivated the minds of people, whether believed to be true or mere myth. Readers are encouraged to open their minds before opening their eyes and let their imaginations soar beyond all boundaries.

The Dimension Series will enchant readers across generations, resonating with adults at every stage of their life journey. This epic saga unfolds through dimensional voyages, life on 3D-Earth, ascensions to higher frequencies, portal explorations, time travel, and the mysteries of the multiverse.In Unity, the captivating journey begins when two sisters are cast into different dimensions by their mother at an early age for their protection. Arriving alone and unprotected, with nothing but an amulet necklace, each sister experiences a vastly different life, unaware of the other's existence. In their twenties, during a time of great need, the amulets reveal clues, suggesting they are not as alone as they believed. Their journey is one of laughter, tears, gut-wrenching pain, and the alignment of destinies.Embark on this epic adventure, where tears, joy, laughter, and romance await in the first book of The Dimension Series.

Love is a heartfelt collection of poems that explores the depths of passion, longing, and connection.Each verse delves into the diverse dimensions of love - its beauty, sorrows, and transcendence.With vivid imagery and emotional resonance, this book invites readers to experience love in its purest form.

The Miocene Megalodon: Meggles and the Mysteries of the Ocean continues the journey of Meggles as she learns about the mystery that has bubbled up from the bottom of the ocean.Join along with Meggles as she discovers what really happened long ago and how Don MiFeara and his treacherous ways took over the ocean from its rightful ruler. With her trusty group of ocean friends and a few new ones she meets along the way, swim along with Meggles to see if the ocean can once again be saved. Find out what mysteries have been floating in the water and if Meggles will remain the new Don of the Ocean by the end of The Miocene Megalodon: Meggles and the Mysteries of the Ocean.

In his ground-breaking work The Confessions, Augustine of Hippo (AD 343-430), a prominent theologian and philosopher of early Christianity, paved the way for self-disclosure and the art of writing one's life story. In On a Pilgrimage with Augustine's Confessions, Dr. Blom delves into Augustine's role as both protagonist and reflective narrator, portraying him as Christianity's original existential hero.Blom draws parallels between Augustine's journey and that of the wanton prodigal son, viewing Augustine's address to God as the voice of an 'everyday man' struggling to find his way home - a spiritual homecoming. By masterfully weaving together Jungian archetypal psychology, mythology, biblical interpretations, and autobiography, Blom invites the reader to embark on a captivating journey that bridges the gap between Augustine's musings and meditations from the fifth century and the present day.On a Pilgrimage with Augustine's Confessions offers a fresh perspective on a timeless classic, making it an essential read for anyone seeking to explore the depths of the human soul and the enduring relevance of Augustine's wisdom.

Have you ever wondered why people keep things that are old? Things that are dusty and even broken? Things that don't even work anymore?Take a trip with me as I visit my Grandma's house and discover things in her attic. Together we learn that we keep things because they are close to our heart. What things do you have that are close to your heart? Share these memories with your friends and family.

Westieti, a spirited West Highland Terrier, embarks on an exciting adventure with his best friend, Suzie. His greatest wish? To receive a special invitation to visit the Queen of England. While standing in front of Buckingham Palace, something unexpected happens, and Westieti performs a heroic act that captures everyone's attention. A newspaper reporter captures the moment, and the next morning, Westieti's brave deed makes front-page news.Now, the Queen herself is on a mission to find Westieti and Suzie, eager to invite them for breakfast at Buckingham Palace. But will she locate them before they leave for Canada? The Queen has a special gift for Westieti and a royal mission in mind just for him.

Permit me, if you will, to invite you to the land of plenty! Plenty of this, plenty of that. Plenty of 'going to the mat' for the cause célèbre du jour, or for something less. Plenty of 'bullshit!' Plenty of pet peeves and more. And plenty of moments where you'll wonder, 'Now, did that just happen?'Ain't This a Bitch? by J Sam takes you on a journey through the highs, lows, and in-betweens of navigating the all-too-common 'isms' that constantly challenge us. Indulge in every stanza and go beyond seeing yourself as a 'victim.' Let J Sam guide you, journey by journey, irony by irony, and smackdown by smackdown, through the 'poetic justice' of living in, and loving, America. This is the 'land of the free' where bravery about 'difference' meets its adversary: a beast, two-legged and ferocious, pandering to the irrelevant histories of less benevolent men.Come one, come all, into this thrall, where complexity resides in the truths about the 'socio-politics' leading you to these pages. Pages that never fail to deliver, 'on point!' Pages that reject the notion of wallowing in the mud of 'pretense,' and instead, celebrate the beauty of the word in its magnificent expression!This poet offers you contemporary and timeless literary excellence, not easily perceived by the eye (naked in its rush to judgment) nor the ear (given over to 'the squeaky wheel') in a nation under siege by the greasy freedoms of verse.

Randall Thompson was raised in a turbulent parental environment, which led him to drinking and drugs as a teenager. He left home after his mother died, leaving his pathetic father behind, and made his home on the streets. This led to an acceleration of drug use, which eventually caused severe depression and an attempted suicide in the tunnels under New York City. To his great surprise, he woke up the next morning, cursed the drugs for failing, and then began to explore his new surroundings, having nothing better to do. Over time, the tunnels below the city became his home. He met and inducted other addicts into the tunnels, became their leader, and spent the next several years in various adventures, experiencing love, success, and failure. The people on top, as he would label it, called him The Mole Man. This is his story.

With a biological weapon poised to be sold to the most dangerous international terrorists, Dr. Savannah Dawson embarks on another critical assignment, this time in a city known for its extravagance: Singapore.Alongside her trusted friend and fellow operative Lacey, Savannah faces multiple challenges including a natural disaster, the whirlwind arrival of her crew of besties, and her demanding work caring for patients at their most vulnerable moments. Each of these elements threaten to derail their mission.Despite these trials, Savannah edges closer to the crucial information the CIA needs to stop a plot that threatens global security. Moreover, the relentless demands of espionage test her ability to keep her work hidden while maintaining her integrity as a physician.But above all, Savannah must stay focused on capturing a wealthy and powerful adversary willing to drag the entire world into chaos and destruction.

Jack Helm has dreamed of time travel since he was a boy. Now he works his dream job as a Supreme Time Court Justice.Along with his colleague, federal time agent Hailey Styles, Helm realizes that the corrupt system is not designed to benefit the common citizen, but only the elite.Jack's reservations about the system are verified when he becomes informed about time travel's most gruesome reality... When someone is granted passage through time, one version of themselves must be killed - a phenomenon known as the inevitable.Now, Jack and Hailey fight to build a life of happiness before the system that they once loved destroys their future.

Erica is a sexually-enlightened mature housewife, known euphemistically as a Gilf.Erica is engaged in an elicit relationship with a young lover named Terrence. She assumed her husband, Richard is clueless about her affair. That was until Richard surprised her one night and demands that she invites Terrence over for a chat. This opens a closet full of unresolved secrets neither wished to confront.Questions of infidelity, distrust, and sexual desires arise, stemming from their past. Erica now faces pressing issues regarding what went wrong in her marriage, and whether it can possibly be saved.

Why does Meg want to lay an egg?She is so excited to get started, but she has questions.Is she going to cook the egg and eat it for breakfast?Will she share the egg with you?Will she save the egg for Easter?Where is she going to lay the egg?Will she lay more than one egg?Will she need your help?

The campfire that started on November 8, 2018, burned the town of Paradise, California. It was California's deadliest forest fire, leaving thousands of people homeless with nothing more than the clothes on their backs. Not only did it destroy my home, but most of my town. I escaped with my life, and that is what inspired my poems. These poems helped me to express my feelings deeply on paper.There were so many people trying to leave town at the same time, and it was bumper to bumper. The fire was moving so fast that several people were burned in their cars. People were abandoning their cars and running down the street on foot. This fire brought many people closer together than ever before. We all had to start over again with nothing.The reason you are reading these poems is that I woke up much earlier than usual on the morning of the fire and wandered down the hall to the kitchen. The clock said 7:00 am, and I never get up that early. I felt so good I decided to stay up, make some coffee, and enjoy the early morning, which I never do. When the phone rang, the voice on the other end said to 'Evacuate now!' These poems will take you on a journey as I found new hope and a new beginning. I hope you enjoy what I have composed.

Greed, envy, and nepotism obstructed the realization of Nigeria's first automobile. Uche partners with Professor Mobi to achieve this dream, but they are both kidnapped and become victims in the plane crash of 1983.Amaka, driven by fate, finds herself beloved by one lover after another and one husband after another, experiencing both riches and poverty. Eloka delves into her life, determined to uncover the reason behind a blackmail plot against her.Will he discover the truth? Can he solve the profound issues plaguing a person, a family, and a nation?