Man I Loved Before

'Dear Ben, I can only write you this letter because I know you'll never read it...'When Jem writes to her ex Ben, it's to explain everything. All the secrets she kept from him - from the little lies she'd sometimes tell about how new those shoes really were, or how many glasses of wine she'd had that evening... right up to The Big Thing that happened on the night that changed everything. But she never expects he will actually see what she's written.She is just writing because she thinks it will help to get the words out. Later, she resolves, she'll burn the letter, and then the past will be in the past for good.Because Jem is doing fine now. She's busy: working, spending time with her best friend, and looking after her mother, who's in remission from cancer. She's even dating again and has just met a guy who she thinks she could actually fall for. At long last, Jem is really, definitely somewhere close to happy.But her mum finds the letter and thinks she's doing Jem a favour when she posts it to Ben. And Jem's new, carefully rebuilt life begins to unravel in ways she could never have imagined. Then, when her mother gets ill again, she finds herself asking who has the key to her future. The man she's falling in love with now? Or the man she loved before?A heartbreaking, beautifully honest novel that will stay with readers long after they finish it. Perfect for fans of Diane Chamberlain, Amanda Prowse, and Susan Lewis.Readers love Anna Mansell: 'Wonderful... I found myself completely lost in this story. My heart ached, broke and re-healed itself again by the time I finished the book. My mind was totally blown by the amount of emotions I felt.' Chells and Books, 5 stars'Oh, Anna Mansell, what have you done to me?!... Wow, what a storyline written from the heart... I don't think that I would have been able to stop the tears from falling even if I tried... A thought-provoking, insanely beautiful and poignant read... I am jealous of every person who gets to read this book for the first time.' The Writing Garnet'A beautiful touching story that pulled my heartstrings to the limit in every possible direction.' B for Bookreview, 5 stars'This novel is an absolutely beautiful read and is full of insight, empathy and love... It totally enthralled me... Unmissable.' Goodreads reviewer, 5 stars'I've rarely read such an honest novel. It seemed so personal. And, for me, that's what made it shine. Five beautiful stars!' Shalini Boland, 5 stars'What a fabulous novel!!!... Oh my goodness [it] just tugged at my heartstrings!... Such a beautiful novel... Anna Mansell's imagery, dialogue, and emotion in this novel is outstanding... Happy, funny, sad, regretful, and hopeful.' Dandelions Inspired'This is a book that needs to be read... Hauntingly sad, this book will touch your very core.' Laura Morningstar Reviews'This was emotional and riveting. It really pulled at my heart strings. I cried so much! I didn't want to put it down!' Netgalley Reviewer, 5 stars