Twin Flame Chaser Grief

When it comes to understanding the twin flame running and chasing experience, it is a complicated underlying energetic dance that goes on underneath the physical drama of separation. Running and chasing is terrifying to both twin flames because let us face it, no one anticipates the emotional and physical chaos that follows suit.
You never know really if you are the runner or the chaser. I now understand that it depends on your level of Awakening - your awareness of the Sacredness of your bond. It is easy to treat the twin flame situation as your everyday romance. At least I did. I assumed that it was one of those quick obsessions that I encountered in my teenage years. Something like a crush that would fade with time and physical separation. So I thought.
Extreme Chaotic unprecedented changes swept through my life to transform my physical life situation and myself. I resisted the changes at first. I was terrified by the constant feeling that my life would change forever. I knew for sure that I was experiencing a Soul Awakening experience because everything that I felt originated from the Soul. I would feel my twin flame's essence hovering over me daily which affirmed the authenticity of our connection. It felt as if they never left me. Not all twin flames will run and chase. It is because firstly we are all different. We are at different spiritual growth levels. If you are both energetically matured, balanced, and in harmony within yourselves and with each other, you will not have any issues to trigger your running and chasing. To understand best how running and chasing work, we have to first understand the meaning of balancing the two Divine Energies - the Masculine and Feminine Energies. As a twin flame, you inhabit both energies. Your inner harmony depends on how much your energies are healed and balanced. To complicate the situation further, each of these two Divine energies also exists dominantly in each twin flame. Therefore, if your twin flame has a dominant Divine Masculine energy, you are more likely to have a dominant Divine Feminine energy. The existence of a dominant Divine energy does not depend on sex or gender. A female twin flame partner can have a dominant Masculine energy and vice versa. A twin flame with a dominant Divine Masculine energy tends to be the runner and the Feminine energy is dominant in the chasing partner. The chasing twin flame must learn to heal their Masculine energy to balance it with the dominant feminine energy and the runner must learn to embrace their feminine energies. Divine feminine tend to be more expressive of their emotions and feelings. That is why it is easier for them to easily research and find the answers to the Twin Flame Awakening Journey. The running twin flame is very covert - non-expressive and unresponsive because they put up an inner resistance to feeling the turbulent connection. In essence, the runner twin flame has to learn to open themselves up unconditionally to feeling the vulnerability that comes with the connection. They must travel within themselves to confront the core wounding and issues that block them from feeling a harmonious balance. The chaser twin flame is also afraid of confronting their insecurities and demons thinking that a twin flame partner will save them from themselves. Both twin flames must learn to confront themselves and their demons during the running and chasing phase to embrace the new changes after Awakening. Inner Union first happens within both twin flames to harmoniously manist in the physical reality. I hope this helps. Stay Blessed!